290909 ~ nice number, huh.Hee, thats my birthday! But, it was my lowest key birthday ever as its get entangled with the gloomy and cold weather outside plus im having a no good mood either. If taking into account the uniqe number ( my fav no: 9!), the fact tht am not working (means freeeedom), being abroad (love to travel), its autumn (my fav season bside spring), i have all the reason to be happy today but .. nope , its a gloomy birthday. I miss my family, my frens. I have no means to splurge on my celebration with glam n glitz, not that i ever happen to have one and wanted to.I just need to do something to mark the day just for the thought, just for the remembrance to myself .. but i have no one to conspire with.And by not working, my budget is also limited .. i think i can do it alone, thinking of having a lavish (not in price, in huge amount of food, hehe) buffet lunch at 1001 night (love arab food among othr food that i love all) by myself or having a massage-as its Tuesday and Dragonfly is offering a buy1 free 1 for embassies ppl, but i have to really think again, is it necessary? am i spending too much? uarghh, nw im back to square one, lamenting in front my pc, wishing this n that but time passes by without anything happens.I think this is just another ordinary day.Hopefully next year, tho no favourite number 2009, i'll have a meaningful one perhaps changing the title to "Happy Birthday Mommy". Ameen ...
p/s.Mama,Ella thanxs for the love tru wishes. Animku,thanx a bunch for puttg a smile on my day. Thanx to my beloved family n frens for the thoughtful wishes.
